Sucks...sucks...sucks

So this weekend has pretty much sucked. I didn't get a scholarship that I desperately need so that I can go to England, found out that the guy I like has a girlfriend, and everybody I want to talk to doesn't answer their phone. Oh well. Things will get better. That's what I keep telling myself. Eventually, I will get the money I need, found a guy who truly loves me for me, and someone will call me back. I'm being optimistic in this weekend full of crap. The worst part of this whole weekend is that it's not even over yet. Maybe I'll get one of the jobs I apply for. I can't work at the accounting office anymore. I'll only work twice a week, and I haven't worked for the past two weeks. I need to make money. Otherwise, I really won't be able to pay for England. I'll get what I need, though. I'll have to do whatever I can to get the money I need. I should probably get off of here and go on fastweb. I need to apply for as many scholarships as possible since I didn't get that one. I love you guys!!!